Something that I was not spanked for because my father never found out about.
When I was 15 or 16, I stole skin magazines from a drug store many times, I had a strong interest in sex. I also wrote away and ordered quite a few porn books from publisher’s clearing house. Well at one point they were found and I lied about em saying that I found them and the matter was dropped at that point. At a later point I was caught shoplifting from a Radio Shack store.
feel like I should have later told my father that I stole the magazines and lied about my age to get the books and lied to him about them. I feel that I should have told him that felt I was not too old to be spanked soundly by him and that I should be spanked soundly on my bare bottom for it and that he should do it. This is my fantasy about it.
This fantasy happens when I would have been 16 after I had done it for the last time, and had been caught stealing from the Radio Shack and had gone through the family counseling that was required.
At one point when only my father and I are in the house, I go to my father and say “Dad, I have something to tell you”. He says “Yes, Chris”.
I say “Dad, you know those magazines and books you found in my room a couple of months back, well I lied to you about them. I stole the magazines from Galen’s drug store about a dozen different times.
The books, I ordered from a company lying about my age to get them.
I’m sorry that I lied to you about them.”
My father says “You shouldn’t have lied to me, and you shouldn’t have taken them. You could have got caught and we would all have been dragged into it.
Now we are going to have to do something about this. I can’t let you get away with this.” I say to my father, “Well, I did, and I feel very guilty over it, I really feel that I shouldn’t have done this and now I agree that you really have to do something about it”.
My father says thinking out loud, “I agree that something has to be done about it, but I am not quite sure exactly what the best punishment for this would be.
I guess though at the age you are now, you are too old to be spanked. You seem to big for me to take over my lap. If you were younger, I would definitely pull down your pants, take you over my lap and spank your bare bottom. But now I guess you are too old for it”.
My father kind of wants to spank me, but he isn’t sure about it. I really hate being spanked, particularly on my bare bottom at this age. I mean it is so humiliating. I can’t imagine what other punishment my father would give me though. I mean he has always spanked my bare bottom for being bad.
I say to my father, “I really hate being spanked, it’s so humiliating to be spanked though I feel like I really need to be spanked for this. I feel that at this point, that maybe I am not too old to be spanked by you.
I feel as though maybe I should be punished like when I lied to you when I was little, and you pulled down my pants and spanked my bare bottom. You know though I hate being spanked, Dad. Try to think of something more grown up. But if You must spank me I guess I am not too old”.
My dad thinks about this for awhile and says “Well Chris, maybe you are right and you do need a sound bare bottomed spanking. I guess though that we will have to wait till after your mother comes home so I can spank your bare bottom right in front of our whole family like we always do”.
I say to dad “This time since I told you about it and I am being honest with you, please don’t beat my bare bottom in front of our whole family. Please just spank me privately. Just you and me.
I would be much too embarrassed and humiliated to be spanked on my bare bottom right in front of our whole family at this age. I am too old to be spanked in front of our whole family. I promise you I’ll never do it again. You can still spank me on my bare bottom, just please don’t spank me in front of our whole family.”
Dad says to me “I guess that a bare bottomed spanking would be in order. But being spanked in front of the whole family was part of the punishment. It really taught you those lessons, and I feel that it was a good punishment, but I guess, I do agree that you are too old to be spanked in front of the family.
I don’t know why you feel so embarrassed about it. I guess It worked because you were so embarrassed by being spanked on your bare bottom by it, that we spanked you so you would be afraid of if in the future.
Perhaps maybe, you aren’t too old to get your bare bottom spanked by your father. You could probably use it. I get the feeling that you wanted me to spank you other times.
Perhaps you do deserve to be punished like a little boy, as though you told me a fib and you and I knew it and I spanked your bare bottom for it.”
I tell my father, “Dad, That really embarrassed me being spanked on my bare bottom in front of our whole family, and really bothers me so please don’t do that again.”
My father tells me that he’ll just spank me privately, right now.
My father says “Son, I am going out to the barn to get a stick like I used to beat you with and when I come back inside, I am
going to give your bare-bottom the spanking that you deserve. Your bare-bottom is going to be very sore when I get through with it. You better think about what you have done.
I now start to worry a bit, though this is what I deserve, though I know I will really be humiliated by it and it will really hurt a lot. I really hated being spanked those times. Those boards that he beat me with in the past really hurt, and I know he is getting one just like he beat me with before. I nervously wait.
It was so humiliating when he spanked me in front of our whole family. At least it won’t be in front of our whole family this time.
My father goes out to the barn. He thinks to himself wondering what would be the right stick to beat me with. He then picks up a piece of 1×2 to use as a paddle. He thinks to himself, “This will be just right”. He comes back into the house. My father then goes up to the bathroom and gets a wooden hair brush and comes back downstairs.
My father says “Chris come to your room with me.” I go with him to my room and he closes the door. I am very nervous.
My father says, “Since you don’t want me to spank your bare bottom in front of our whole family I want you to take off all your clothes and I am going to beat you bare, this will add to the punishment.
Don’t argue with me or I will beat you bare in front of your whole family. Now I want you to take off all your clothes and I am going to give you that bare bottomed spanking that feel you deserve.
This is different. He never spanked me bare before. He always just spanked me on my bare bottom with my pants and underpants pulled down.
First I am going to use my hand. Then I am going to use this hair brush. Next if I think you need it, I am going to paddle your bare bottom with this stick.”
I take my shoes off. Then I take off my shirt and I am just going to drop it on the floor and my father says “fold it up”, I then fold it up. Then I face my father and undo my pants and pull my pants down. My father says “You aren’t wearing any underpants.” I say “I don’t wear them any more they don’t feel good.” My father gets annoyed and says “Chris, really should wear underpants, you wouldn’t want your dick to get stuck in your fly would you. I should spank you harder for not wearing any underwear.” Awkwardly I pull my pants down further and get out of them. Now I am naked with just my socks on and carefully fold up my pants. then I take off my socks and I am bare totally naked in front of my father and he is going to beat me.
My father sits down on my bed and says “Chris Now lie over my lap and I am going to give you the spanking that you really deserve.” I nervously lie bare over my father’s lap. My father says “Son, This is going to hurt. You are going to get the bare bottomed beating that you deserve. You are going to learn your lesson”.
Now with me lying bare over my father’s lap my father lectures me about stealing, lying and not wearing any underpants. I feel very ashamed and embarrassed. After all I am too old to be spanked like this. I don’t know why I gave him that idea to spank me after all. I guess he wanted to also.
My father start spanking me with his hand and spanks my bare bottom harder and harder. He is really spanking my bare bottom hard. It hurts, but not as much as that stick will if he beats me with it, which I hope he doesn’t. As he was starting to spank me, it really didn’t hurt that much and it almost felt good, but now it hurts. My bottom is getting red and sore as he spanks it.
After a while, he stops and says “That isn’t getting through to you. I guess I am going to have spank you with this hairbrush. My father picks up the hairbrush and spanks my bare bottom with it making it even redder. I ouch and I say “It Hurts!”. My father continues to spank my bare bottom and says “It’s supposed to hurt. You’re the one that asked me to spank you and you’re going to get it and hard”. I instinctively try to use my hands to protect my bare bottom like I used to when I was small, but it does no good, it never did any good before. My father holds them down and continues to spank me. He tells me that if I do that I will get spanked longer and harder, and possibly spanked a second time. I should know better. This is what happened before.
I continue to ouch but my father doesn’t pay any attention and continues to spank my bare bottom alternating cheeks with the hairbrush not relenting. Then my father stops again to get his breath. My father says “Now I am going to paddle your bare bottom hard 35 times with this board for good measure. You’re going to be sorry after these.”
My father picks up the stick. He pauses. Then he paddles my bare bottom really hard with it and I say “Ouch!” and hits me again, and again. I say “Dad that Hurts, don’t Hurt me!” Dad says “This is what you deserve now be good, if you tell me not to hurt you this is going to last longer. You’re the one who stole and lied about it and you’re the one who is getting his bare bottom paddled for it. Now you better be sorry when I am done or I am going to paddle your bare behind some more.” My father starts with the paddle counting “3” beating my bare-bottom with it and “4 and 5 and 6” counting as he continues to spank my bare bottom and I ouch and try to avoid the blows.
My father continues and stops at 35 and with me over his lap bare says “Chris are you sorry, will you ever do that again” I repentantly say “No dad, I’m very sorry and I will never ever ever think of doing that again, you can be sure”
My father says “Just to be sure, I am going to give you another 10 strokes with this stick”. My father spanks my bare bottom extremely hard with the stick 1, ouch 2, oww, 3, OUCH! OUCH! 4, OWW! OWW! OUCH! 5, OWWWW! 6, OUCH! OWWCH! 7, OUCH! OWW! OUCH! 8, OWWWW! 9, OWWCH OWW!!! 10, OWWWIE!! OUCHHH!! My father then stops spanking me and my bottom is beet red and very sore.
My father lectures me some more as I lie bare over his lap. He tells me if I ever think about doing it again I will get another bare bottomed beating totally bare in front of our whole family. My father allows me to get get up and get dressed.
Later my father told my mother what he had done to me. At first she didn’t believe it and he tells her that I told him that I needed to be spanked for it. She agreed that was what I needed and told me as much. She wonders out loud if maybe I don’t need another bare bottomed beating just to make sure. I reassure her that I learned my lesson and I don’t need another spanking. My mother persists and asks my father what he thinks.
This is so humiliating to me and embarrassing, particularly since I was already punished, I don’t need another spanking I think. My father tells her that He spanked me very soundly and I will probably never do it again, and if I do then I will get another harder beating.
My mother continues to press the point. Maybe she is just trying to embarrass me. Maybe she really wants him to beat my bare ass again. She asks “Are you sure you beat his bare bottom hard enough? You used a stick? Did he cry and yell? I think that maybe he could use another bare bottomed beating right here and I think you should give it to him”.
My father tells me to answer her questions. I tell her. “Dad did spank me hard enough. He spanked me totally bare with his hand, with a hairbrush and very hard with a piece of 1×2. Yes I did cry. I don’t need to be spanked again! It really Hurt. Mom I am Sorry, I won’t ever do it again. My bare bottom was soo sore and real red after he finished with me! No Mom I don’t need another spanking”.
My mother asks my father “Is this true? Are you certain he doesn’t need another beating?” My father answers “Yes he is telling the truth. I really think I spanked him hard enough. My mother gives in. Relieved, I am not going to get another beating.
The next day my father asked me to pull down my pants to see if there were any bruises, and I did, nervously pull down my pants for him but there were none.
